August 2010
Dear Friends,
All I wanted to say is that I will no longer be coming onto cyberspace. Why? Ha, long story. I’m grounded for the rest of my breathing life. Sucks, but oh well. At least I’ll be focusing on school, and getting myself a job. Sincerely, Alia
Life.
It’s not going soo well. I just messed up. I hate myself. Goodbye, world. Hello, school.
Dear God,
Keep him close to me, though we’re apart. I make dumb decisions, but this one’s not. It’s making me happy, and I know later on it’ll make him happy also. I’m not being selfish. It’s just for the better. You know what I mean right? The thing is… if we were meant to be, we’ll meet again in the future. Thank you, God. Sincerely, Alia
Dear World,
I’ve just learned that you can’t have everything you want, but you gotta learn how to live past it. It may be tough, but in the end, everything will work out. Sometimes, you just gotta let go, because nothing’s ever waiting for you. And last but not least, don’t take anything for granted, cause one day you might regret. This is what I’ve learned so far. Thank you,...
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Dear Alia, How do you feel? Do you still want this or no? Listen to your heart. Make a decision before anything else happens. Don’t rush, pace it along. Sincerely, Alia
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything...
Dear You, If I could tell you how I feel, I would, but I can’t. It’s quite obvious, but you’re blind. Just a little bit too blind, you’re not able to see. You give me the tingles every time we have a little chit-chat of our own. You take me away every time I see your face. I like the feeling of something fresh and new like you. Sincerely, Alia
Dear ______,
You know what I hate? I hate it when you pop into my mind. There’s a piece of you still lingering under my skin. How do you do it? I hate it how I keep reminiscing to myself about you. Can’t you just give me an answer so that I can be cured? Please, don’t tell me it’s the time that heals. Time doesn’t heal everything, since scars are left behind all the time....
“I wonder what God was thinking when He created you. I wonder if He knew...”
– Anonymous
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Dear Auntie Mai Yer, Thank you for letting me live with you. My life has dramatically changed ever since then. I feel like a whole brand new person. I love you. Sincerely, Alia
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only...
Dear Somebody, I haven’t met you yet. Sincerely, Alia
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise...
Dear Luey, We made a pinky promise about fixing our troubles. Hopefully, we come through with it. Teehee. I love you.
Sincerely, Alia
Dear World,
You all know that I hate kids, but my little cousins are leaving back home! What’s funny is, I don’t feel happy about it. I actually feel sad, though in the first place I didn’t want to babysit. I’ve become soo attached to them, and it’s only been a week. I don’t want them to leave, but they are. Caleigh’s already left, and Catherine’s leaving this...
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through...
Dear somebody, I don’t know you, but I hope that in the future, all goes well. Sincerely, Alia
“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love...”
– Bob Marley
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite...
Dear Anonymous, I don’t wanna state your name, but you should already know who you are. My favorite memory was when you were like, “7:22!” Then I turned to see the clock and got a kiss from you. It felt like a Korean scene. Lol. Good times. Reminscing feels good when I’m bored. Sincerely, Alia
“In every girl’s life, there’s a boy she’ll never forget, and a...”
– Anonymous
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Dear Lue, I kissed you yesterday. Btw, I’m sorry I’ve been ignoring you. Like I said before though, it’s the simple things you say to piss me off. Why can’t you just stop bringing up my past when I’ve already stopped? Stop asking all the damn questions, because I hate answering them when they’re soo pointless. They’re about the past. Get over it. What if I...
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance...
Dear Nobody, You don’t need or deserve a second chance, cause I don’t give second chances. Yes, I’m cold hearted, but you gotta do what you gotta do. Sincerely, Alia
No more weird dreams, please. =)
“Let’s not fight for something we can’t see, hear, or feel anymore.”
– Alia
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first...
Dear Devin, I hated you in the beginning. I used to think you were the most annoying person ever! Good thing I got to know you more. You’re annoying, but cool as heck. Stay the same, Carlito faggot. Sincerely, Alia
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Dear Neenee, I forgive you, but I will never forget what you put me through. You were my friend, and still, you broke my heart. Sincerely, Alia
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind —good or...
Dear past, I hate you. Go away! Sincerely, Alia
“Smile, it’s easier than explaining why you’re sad.”
– Anonymous
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Dear Alia, I don’t wanna be anyone else, but you. Sincerely, Alia
Goodbyes.
They’re hard to say, especially to someone you love or have loved sincerely. I’m half way back to the person I used to be. You’re almost out of my system. That’s a good thing. Time’s moving on, you’re moving on, I guess I have to also. I don’t wanna be stuck here again like last time. Goodbye, my …
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Dear Kao Chong, I’d have to say that you were the funniest person I knew when I was younger. We used to be best friends. Now, we’re just friends. What a change? I guess time can really change us. I’m just happy that you’re doing well. Another thing is, don’t change the way you are, cause you’re already beautiful enough. I love you, chick. Sincerely, Alia
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Dear Lee, I hate it how you had to move to Alaska. It’s soo far and cold up there. I’m happy for you though, because you’re happy now. I wish I would’ve helped you when you were younger. It’s just that no one would believe Kao Ia and I. We tried. At least it was some effort right? Well, I just wanted to tell you that I miss you and love you very much. You’re a...
“When I do right, no one ever remembers. When I do wrong, no one ever forgets.”
– Anonymous
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Dear Luey, I miss you. Not the you right now, but the old you. I miss the you I met at school. I miss the times where we used to laugh together every hour after school. I miss everything about the past. It’s funny, because all we ever do is argue now. I hate it. So, please come back to the person you used to be, and I’ll also do the same. Let’s just be us. I miss you, Princess...
